OCDizzle
When I run out of chores to do on Saturday and we have no money to go anywhere, I just get antsy and annoying, ask my wife. I wouldn’t say it full blown OCD, but I would say it’s a form/version/type of OCD. I always need to be doing something, and if I’m not, I’m restless unless it’s time for bed. Playing video games feels like a waste of time, reading a book feels like a waste of time, designing on my computer or surfing the net feels like a waste of time. It’s 5:30 on a Saturday and I feel like I just did nothing with my whole day. The oddity is, I was up at 7:30, did four loads of laundry, did the dishes, cleaned the house, got my wife’s car inspected, and did some designing on my computer. I’ve been productive but it just feels like I did nothing, and it bothers me. What an annoying way to live.
It doesn’t really debilitate me in any way, it doesn’t make me depressed, it’s just kind of annoying. I hate to say it, but I remember my father being the exact same way. No offense dad, I love you, but I wish I could take ‘er easy more and not concern myself as to whether or I got enough done today. Oh well, time for a beer I suppose, nothing else to do.
